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Architecture Exuberant!

by Asher White

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1.
Tenderness, I’m not used to your charms I come to you slowly, I am cowardly in the face of nausea again on a bus ride / right after noon then on to New Haven and its Californian ruins / runes The research beyond the surface of the dearth the silt and the shrapnel caught in the handprinted clay of the dirt And innocence / in a sense I can’t earn all this worth: arrows and gunfire in the tenderness of the earth! Emptiness, I’m not sure of that harm (I got a new shirt it’s a little large for me) But in a sense / innocence, there is comfort in the used? I’m not taking part of it, it’s a bluff it’s only a ruse
2.
clothed in my bed again and it feels just like a dream and the red light cloaks the balcony behind the window steam and I would never be so bold but I kept my eyes closed for all of last year Geese on a bitter day, unflustered in the cold and the arrows of migration keen between the frozen oak (!) to weave a tapestry a’fleet that comes to sweep behind your camo-printed scarf I was so dumb, you were so dumb I am so dumb, you are so dumb and who has such dignity? only those with flat feet and the world to seek for a greater forest unconcerned with the making of time to trace the axes where the wires tie the houses in a safety net of sound Mercy from between the clouds reminds me that I’m free but I feel 1/4 of a weed gummy is coming back for me and you won’t let me off the hook when I hide behind a camo-printed heart You were so dumb, I was so dumb You are so dumb, I am so dumb
3.
Lonely as you sleep Will the shadow not pass? in the driveway heat there’s a one-eyed rabbit They don’t make beauty like they used to in the West There’s a lonely chrysanthemum with sunlight on its chest and when I was up at Jesse’s picking stucco from the wall I was still starry-eyed and didn’t take your call A long A long night A long night Just beyond my reach we spent the summer getting nearer On a jagged beach It’s in the tremors you can hear it Was there a fever in the evening that I saw? Between the downpour and the swelling of the jaw? And we saw roadkill in the highway in the sun And couldn’t find a place to swim and I will know you for a long time A long time Some long time
4.
Humingbird 03:16
At home you’ll see swarms that better converge in the glint of the westward sun But on our way the song of the new bird trapped in the shade of the sunroom sky Something grave, O, maybe graceful and brave! If its sloped wings beat the pulse that holds it in place A sound like a faulty engine hum, like the motor that spits and it shakes as it bends to the groan of the / grownover road ahead! And once we’re there and drawn to the swimming hole darkness like the wasp that survives in the eye of the open fig We’ll lose a few days O, but at least I can pray for dovetail birds that peak and swoop in an awkward ballet, like our bed in secret, like the gravel that’s shaved from the stone and it shapes all the bends in the road ahead!
5.
basin where the Gaspee trails wave on wave on keylocked days could you feel? or tear the seal? the cold reveal the colorfield could you feel? tear the ceiling tear the ceiling the colorfield the colorfield all gold and steel, canvas, linen ghosts upon the ocean water could you feel? a knock on the wall is as loud as a call and the stern can’t return till it’s stringing up the sails again upend when Bristol twists off like a broken bone to trade another battle in the belly of the mo(u)rning king could you feel it? gold and steel and canvas, linen ghosts upon the ocean water
6.
The bath 02:51
You’re finishing as hot water comes tumbling out the anus of the drain and outside over the roof a snow storm comes rumbling with worn feathers and twists of knotted braids And he’ll be punishing you for all your new developments every building you destroyed all the cemeteries that shoulder the covenant that you had shattered in the void Fearful now I’m so sorry that it worked. Careful now I am not so hard to hurt Will you be hovering like the kingdom of Solomon or are your castles made of sand and as you’re thumbing through yellowed blueprints all condemning you with a lonely wrinkled hand brush your body against the tender piers of sandalwood, clean yourself in the Salton Sea You have given me a vision of your paradise and I will not rest till it’s complete Before now you’ve never seen a sky so white and it will scoop you in its cold fluorescent light Careful now, I’m not doing any better Careful now, we lose our footprints in the weather
7.
mansions 03:15
If I wade through the furnace hum to reach the waves are soundless in the sun a knot between the braids, the knuckle, and the thumb the bread will break and seagulls eat the crumbs but from the passenger seat I know it takes Whatever else You allow yourself You hold your health Down Over on the bay, they’re caving out the elms They tow and break the ship you used to helm The gold plates the jewelry and the rum It goes away a fraction of the sum but then it’s lavender out, I see You take Whatever else to distract yourself You hold your breath Now
8.
Bee movie 02:35
It’s a bug’s life if you’re the lucky few there’s always more beneath the brush And in the footstreams of every avenue I’ve seen the steam rise towards the sun I’m still in bed I’m a good wife but if I should trouble you I’ll not be sneaking out the back Behind the orchard there is another view Before you call I’m there
9.
That Thursday morning I called you in terror and twisted an ankle descending the stairwell It’s bright in the palace, the maids are still slumbering But outside the temple, the walls are still crumbling A different story in your face outside the winter window pane if I should come to take her place I’m lonely just the same cause I always get away I always get away!! Is it enough to cross the ruins’ gates suspended in its place? I’m planning something profoundly perverted so make sure the plaza is completely deserted Seattle to Jamaica Plains The empire takes its shape again! A made-up way to fill the space above the mountain range
10.
New bridge 3 05:14
I’ll hold the door and you’ll take a little off if you won’t take the gold I’ll still hold the silver close to my chest you’ve been ultra-inconspicuous I think that it’s ridiculous but if buildings keep their vows then the stars will fill up the canal so there’s fish on the promenade tonight and it felt transcendent and gay and you promised to ask me to stay what’s the name of your car? who dismisses your fake ID at the bar? does your heart beat in the room? no stains on your Fruit of the Loom as the tides face the beckon of the moon (I always sing the same old tune) So take off in the nightboat baby the moments like lanterns all strung up above you there’s dew on the web of the darkness baby it glints like a shard in the sand

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recorded aug 2021 - mar 2022

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released March 29, 2022

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Asher White Providence, Rhode Island

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